Thursday, November 6, 2008

What girls go through

I looked forward to church dances like children looked forward to Christmas. When one ended I looked forward to the next one in a month. Well this one was a casual dance where we got to wear jeans and t-shirts instead of nice church clothing. For me as a larger breasted girl this was sometimes hard. Unlike the smaller B cup girls, I was pushing a C cup and could have fit in some D cups. So as I was looking for a cute shirt to wear I had to figure out one that wouldn't make me look to busty and if I raised my arms my stomach wouldn't show. Also a problem I faced every dance was the bounce. For those girls who are large breasted and have tried running, dancing or pretty much any fast movement you know exactly what I mean. And for you girls who think I would love big boobs. Let me tell you they are not fun. When you find this super cute shirt and it just doesn't fit right because the size of your breast and that when some boys are talking to in the hall and you realize they aren't looking at your face but staring at your boobs, you realize they aren't that great (if you are right now thinking, I wouldn't mind either one of those two examples, well then you need help). Anyways back to the story at hand. My friend Leslie and I were getting ready for the dance. I had my makeup and hair done now I just had to find the perfect shirt to wear. This one is to tight across my breast. That one my stomach shows if I raise my arms. This one the buttons look like they might pop off if I stretch my arms to far and that would be really bad especially at church. What was I going to do? Leslie came up with a great plan. Duct Tape. Yes we will Duct tape my boobs down and I won't have to worry about all these shirt problems. Yes it might be a little hard to breath but it would be worth it. I took some precautions before applying the Duct Tape. I put on a sports bra and a tight tank top to protect my skin. I raised my arms as Leslie wrapped the Duct Tape around and around. I believe she went around about 10 times. Man was it hard to breath, but as I said before it would be worth it. I looked in the mirror and thought 'That doesn't look quite right'. The Duct Tape had made a ripple effect with my boobs. Now instead of being big and sticking out, they were still big, but rippling against my body and elongated. It did not look good. Leslie suggest putting a shirt over to see if it hid some of the ripples. No go. It still looked just as bad. So as Leslie unwrapped the Duct tape, I came to a realization. They were here to stay so I better get use to them and get a better bra.